Sunday, May 30, 2010

I'm Ready

I am FEELIN' it.
The time has come and it is so close I can smell it.
Opportunities are for those who seek them.
Open your eyes and find what you have been looking for,
I can assure you it is right there staring you in the face.
It was staring me in mine.
I've been building up the passion
now I've FINALLY got the time.
It is mine all mine!
And I love it.
The world of creative souls surround me.
I will watch, learn, teach, and reach for the top.
I can't wait.
My time is here. No time to fear.
I'm ready...so let's begin.

Monday, May 24, 2010

My High

I feel a high after I do certain things.
I have learned to rely on myself as a source of happiness.
So grateful.
I thank you...
You as in:
Every person who has made me mad.
Every person who has made me feel anxious.
Every person who has made me feel guilty.
Every person who has made me feel ashamed.
Every person who has made me feel sad.
I thank myself for overcoming these feelings and choosing happiness overall.
Note to self-Find the beauty in all things and draw from only positive energy.
Do not become defeated...yourself is relying on it.


Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Closer

I feel closer than ever to what I have been waiting for. A time where creativity, thought, inspiration and self-expression are changing from scattered phases to a consistent part of my existence. Over time, one does not notice the change within oneself, it just sort of happens. You then sit back and reflect and become aware of the aspects that have stayed the same, the ones that have grown stronger, the ones that have changed. At this point in my life, I can feel the changes as they occur, intrinsically speaking of course. I can feel a glowing pulse of energy right in the center of my core. It makes me happy. It spreads to my arms, through my hands and to my fingertips. It spreads to my legs, through my feet and to my toes. This warm, glowing feeling of life, of my self. I am in harmony, at times, with the Earth around me. I become linked with the surrounding energies, letting life flow right through me. Recharging me like a battery. Replenshing me as if I were a plant rooted in the earth. Feelings transform into thoughts as it reaches my mind. I am left with its purest essence. Something similar to the purest single drop of oil that comes from a few dozen roses. Like oil from a rose, I free my emotions. Letting them live through sound, words, paper, colors, images, textures, aromas, anything aesthetic in a sense. I find myself falling deeply in love with this feeling. A feeling I must cultivate. I can't wait.